Days without training just sian x 10000000000000 pls... totally got nothing to do except for housework and project pls.. i miss training:( i feel like as if i heaven touch the boats for a million yrs... and heaven see the girls for like zillion years... i think my life now is so training and the team... well.. tts my life.. and i simply love it:D

YESS!!!! finally!!! mummy is coming home tml!!! I NO NEED TO COME HOME EARLY TML!!!!! whee!!!!! hahahahhaa!!! i have been waiting for 7 days pls.. my freedom is coming back!! Don't know what she will buy for me from taiwan.. :D i wan tai yang bing!!! hee!! okok. i shall stop talking about food.. i just think i am growing fat pls.. :( i wan diet.. but its so so so so so so hard.. cause i've been getting hungry damn easily.... sigh... i dun wanna look ugly on christmas pls.. moreover my pimple outbreak are here.. sian times a trillion pls...

tml will be able to see the girls!!!:D we are going to wakeboard and sherman too.. :D but need 50 bucks. just damn broke pls.. luckily this money will be refund... if not.. just si ae broke pls.. but dunnoe if i will be able to make it in time for wakeboard.. cause i need to help my sis to register for her sec school.. just troublesome only...

Christmas is coming... i dunnoe how shoudld i spend it.. should i go church??? should i spend with Alvin and accompany... or with my team mates?? but team mates.. i think they have their own programme.. Christmas.. christmas.. -sigh- its never like the past.. everything's being plan properly... and used to have my another half to spend with... but this yr... is a special one??? cause... im single.. actually i quite like the feeling of being alone... cause i don't have to tell anyone my whereabout... just a simple and peaceful life.. the only thing is that... i no longer have someone to dote me.. which i think... it helps me to grow stronger and more independent... well... maybe.. i should spend my christmas alone.. its not a bad thing afterall.. *smile*

I'm feeling emo suddenly... i don't know why.... -sigh-
What is the real feeling of missing someone.. i seems to forget.. and can't tell anymore.. probably for the past few months.. i 've been missing to many people till i dunnoe what is called "miss" probably.. it is an action tt i show??? cause i know when i think of someone.. i will open up my msn.. and see if.. the person is there... nevermind who i miss.. hahaha!

since christmas is coming.. let me delicate this song to everyone..