Eric has been msging me to ask me out... but fuck la.. he is kinda irritating... and i dun think i will wan any guys who is so much older than me pls.. hahahha!!!! just damn not free this whole week man... going to have an even busier weeks ahead.. cause im turning yr 2 soon!!! but dunnoe if i can make it...

Had training today... and the amt of people came are like 6?????? Gao, Michael, Guanlin, Evan, Yanli and me... just PATHETIC pls.. hhahahaha!!! And had a run to botanic garden... and Junyu lead us... so just imagine... we were almost killed by him.. and i think he took a longer route today.. ki tou hong only la.... jogging back was lead by timo... shuai ge lead one jiu shi bu yi yang... there's motivation to run.. hahahaha!! somemore his fig just fucking hot only pls... but eh! i never bio him till like tt pls.. i was very concentrate on my running okay!!! But he and evan like damn gay only la... is tt the prob of ppl coming from boy's school??? si ae funny nia lor... hahaha!!! had dinner with Evan, gao, Gary Yanli and Junhui... ignts only pls... they started toking about porn... *five fingers together* *three fingers sticking out* the way gary say just.... hahahah... okok nvm..

Anyway.. im damn excited over the hols.. planning to go Evan's house to stay... Yuanfeng and i are going video down gao's and Evan's gay video... wahahahhaha!!! screwed his room up... and make him remember us when he leaves on feb.. i think im going to miss Evan la... he is going away for ONE yr for ITP... just sad... :( nvm...

tml is AGM.. just wonder how is it going to be like... can't wait.. i miss all 5 girls... just felt like as if i heaven seen them for 10 yrs... hahahahhaa!!! just kua zhang only... hahaha...

Im excited..!!!!! 3 on 3 is coming... its a 8pm till 8am match... damn... but i just dunnoe how to do keeping.. i think the opponent can just shoot till they shiok la.. fuck it sia... so many up coming event!!!! yeah!!!!!! i love canoeing!!! i love my darling partner, joanne... i love yanli, my partner chaser.. i love clarissa, my part time partner, zhen the clumsy one.. who keeps injjuring herself.. and faith who always hold my hand like keith... wth! hahahaha!!!! and i love the yr 3 seniors.. just can't near apart with them... especially the shuai shuai de.. wahahahahaha!!!!!

Happiness being kept in the album just like history... which i somehow miss... but i know its no longer the same.... i ever feel sad.. but i think my heart has harden... and it no longer feeling anymore... i used to feel hurt.. and now.. its just miss... the miss tt i can't do anything to go back to the same old way...