he is treating too good such that i take this as his weak point to threaten him... shit.. wad the fuck am i doing.. and most of the time... i dun even care about how he feels.. how can i do this... this is damn selfish of me.. i dun wanna this.. cause i know... under every circumstances.. he always put me in the 1st place... and will always think of me. i wan to treasure him more... i dun wanna treat him badly..