I have been thinking about something recently.. which somehow make doubts about him. Ever since having once mistake.. second mistake.. and once fright... i dunnoe whether men are some creature i should trust... and this make me doubt about him... i'm scared... for taking another step closer to him. I feel like to, but some thought of mine is holding it back. the 2 mistake and one fright has make me feel that the whole universe men are one kind. what should i do... i dun like the feeling of heart peircing... maybe its karma... maybe i should accept my fate...

right now.. everything is fine.. what if this is just a moment??? what if i'm being play again?? will i be another time of fool again?

shit... i think im thinking too much.. -sigh-