Just had training... from 5 to 10... almost dieded.. played 3 matches... 2 with the yr 1 guys.. and 1 with yr 2 guys...
Good game for the girls... i scored 2 balls for the 1st match... so with that the guys needed to do 100 pumpings.. second match with the yr 2 guys... yanli got a shot... yup.. so again.. with that they needed to so 200 pumpings...
Was damn tired.. cause we girls played 2 matches in a row.. almost really almost dieded... damn tired.. could feel the heat all over me after i went up.
my keeping is still the same.. and i hate it.. i wanna do a better job.. i wanna keep not only yanli's ball... but also the guy's one.. maybe im to daring to dream.. but i dun care... cause... only when a person dare to dream.. then you will do a better job... nevermind... i will continue to work damn damn damn damn hard to achieve it..
Its now a habit of having him by my side every second of my life... i dun wanna him leaving my sight just even a second...
and i realize that whenever i dun have him next to me just for a night.. i will not slp well... i need him tt badly... without him.. my life is incomplete....
and i wan my life to be perfect every moment...
Labels: i wanna you by my side 24/7....