The girls had National Junior Championship last weekend.. They did a very good job. Well... i didn't get to participate cause i'm too old for it... Yes... I'm reaching 20.... Its not a nice age... feeling that i'm getting real old. Anyway... saw the timing of the girls... and feel that i'm far behind them.. i don't know whats my time... but have a feeling that i won't be able to beat them. Which i really wanna be the best... 2mins and 33 secs.... thats the fastest timing of Yanli for 500m sprint... Can i do better than that??? Moreover my stamina drop like hell.. so doubt i can even do it now.

I think i really have to train real hard. I wanna to have the fastest timing of 2mins 30sec.... tts my aim.

Okay! nvm.. whatever it is... i just wanna focus on this coming competition that is this weekend .. and the rest of the weekend of April... I wanna be the most zai keeper.. blocking all their shit ball from my goal post. If i can block the guys... there is no big deal about the girls...

after SP open champs... i'm going train real hard for the national champs coming up in the june... im gonna beat everytiming.. !