Weekend is over... so are both of the games with NUS and TP Frost... Its not the usual us.. its never the same ever since don't know when. Game play gone, passing suck.... shooting even more big fuck. And keeping is the fuckest... Its like the feeling of "the goal post knows me... but i don't know the goal post..." I was not confident at all.. Its not the feeling of what i had during training... blocking almost all balls out of the goal post. I wan to get closer with the floating goal post within this week, so that i will gain back all my confidence that i used to have.
Passing, one word to describe, "shitty". I don't know if the women's ball is affecting the throwings or is it that we just suck... Where is the "hand to hand" passes that we used to have? why are all these feelings playing hide and seek during competition period??? I wanna dig all these feeling out again.. I want to gain more confidence for my passing and keeping again..
Changing of possesion... why am i staring at ball.. and not moving.. yes i did talk to myself during the game.. but i think i should talk more.. asking myself to move... knowing when to move and all..
I WILL... and I WILL.. make the next match a better one...
I believe that we will play like how we used to play with the guys and the nat team :D