Its another begining of the week... i'm quite begining to get sick and tired of my life... I'm not sick and tired of canoeing my whole life away.. but i'm tired of sprinting more than 2.4km very tuesday, sprinting more than 4km every thursday... staying in studio stressing of wad am i suppose to do to make myself more than a border line passer...
I can feel that i'm getting lazier... but i know.. the girls are always pushing me.. cause the amount of hope that they put in this team makes me wanna to give all my best too.. apart from running... but i know i have to... cause dear dear said we have to... :( but wad to do but just to get my ass running on the track like a mad pig..

Just got my new briefing of wad i am suppose to for mynext 2 weeks... i think i can happily go die.. cause the amount of mistake that im making in my autocad is uncountable... when exactly can i perfect it.. and when can i hear my lecturers tell me that i've done a good job???

Right now, i'm trying all my best to balance my trainging and my work load... which i think most porb i will have to skip some of my land training AGAIN... which i somehow don't want to.. cause i can't bear apart with the girls... and not see my dear dear...
I wanna work hard together with the girl... to achieve what we want... and stop the other school from calling us loser.. cause i know we are not.. and the fact is that.. we are better than any of other schools... we are going to shut up their asses up... stop them from saying PI HUA! We girls from SPCT is going to make the 1st history(i think, we are so going to do whatever we can to achieve this IVP champs with our real skill... JUST WAIT AND SEE!

I'm gonna improve all my boat skills... improve my keeping... my speed of rowing... sheilding... sheild till the rest of the people die... I AM SO GOING TO MAKE IT!!!