Have been real busy these few week. Didn't have much time for myself either.
As usual, what i've been busy with are only project and training. Next week will be the last project dealing week.. i can't wait.
My mind now only have projects and training...
Thinking about how to catch up with all my deadlines...
Thinking about water training and how to escape from land training... cause land training is torturing now... as my stamina drop like hell.
These are the things that have been stuck in my head.
Worrying...
Such that i've neglected people who are impt in my life.
The sudden tone down that you feel... i'm sorry about it... i didn't realise
sorry that you have to remind me... which you didn't have to.. or even feel that way..
i'll try to do anything that i can to let you no longer feel this way..

For 10 yrs.. you play the biggest part of my life...
For 10 yrs.. you are the one who is always there for me whenever i fall..
For 10 yrs.. you are like shadow.. you live in me... you feel the way i feel...
I'm sorry that i've been abandoning you for my trainings and my school.. or maybe him..
i miss talking to you.. cause i know we haven't been doing it.
i still remember the time when we used to talk on phone everyday..
the days we spent together laughing and crying over stupid stuff..
the days when we supported each other when we were both hurt and collapsing
I miss hanging out with you...
I miss talking to you...
I miss everything that i do with you..
Although we haven't been talking so long... but i believe that you are still the suyi that i used to know..
I will look for you after i finish all my projects...
For now....

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