Sometimes i just wonder... what will my life be like when i really did appeal to NYP...
Not taking Interior Design... Not meeting some rotten ass people... often hanging out with Shuyi, no pia-ing of project, no canoe polo, not meeting dear dear????
NO NO NO!!!
WAKE UP!!!
The reason why im imagining such things is because that there's a stack of work in front of me... but i just refuses to get my ass start working on it...
Needing to hand it in next next monday... when exactly can i not deal with all these shit again???

Feeling damn tired now.. just had trainging.. although din do much... but i think i really got pia all my training now.. i wanna make myself a better paddler and polo player... IM GONNA MAKE IT!


Its been almost 5 months... but i feel like we are still in heading of honey moon period.. cause you never stop doting me, staying by my side almost all the time of my everyday life... its like a never sick and tired thing... My everyday is always looking forward to meet up with you... its okay even if we are going for training.. and not talking to each other... cause i know... just by seeing you... i feel contented.. the presence of you makes me feel secure and love...
However, I would like to apologies.. cause my these 2 weeks are going to be busy again... and i'm just scared that you will feel neglected like the previous time...
Dun feel the sudden "tone down" cause its not.. I'm just busy for a moment.. i still love you... in fact.. its growing stronger.. nothing and no one will be able to remove this feeling away from me... i promise..

Labels: Canoe plays 1/4 of my life... You play 4/4 of my life...