"why is you, you?"
"why can't you take other people's vision"
"why does man only has got one camera vision?"

When I'm being left alone,
deep thoughts come...
Why is me, me???
Why am i not able to see what other people see..
why am i seeing just what i am seeing..
what if one day i'm gone?
will i be seeing what i am seeing now???
why am i like this??
the way i behave,
the way i react,
what is the true nature of myself?
everyone out in the world wears a mask..
including me..
having individual thoughts,
you never know what each other are thinking about.
and expression show none of what a person thinks.
The verbal of a person shows nothing about a person true self
everyone is a contradictor..

why does one person decline to acknowledge oneself?
accepting what things has happened, or things that are going to happen
knowing yourself, however denying it..
never want your life to be in any kind situation..
hanging on and wishing that time would reverse..

you trust no one but yourself..
you tell no one about your true self..
its hard being yourself..
you feel like as if everyone next to you would harm you at all time..
the way you react is just to protect yourself..

As life goes on, scars pile..
As life goes on, you hide more of your true self..
As life goes on, the more you feel insecure..
As life goes on, you will soon start to think, why am i here?
what is the main purpose that i've come to this world?
Many people think that they are living for their love ones..
living for their goal
so what if you achieve your goal..
so what if for that moment of glorious?
so what if it is for your love ones??
man die...
goal dies
love ones will leave one day.. just like how you are going to..


scars not only pile...
but bleed all the times..
those scars couldn't have any chance to breathe...
Hence people are not themselves..
as to seize the opportunities to let these scars to be true scars

Phobia is cause by scars..
remembering of how painful an experience is..
not wanting to attempt again..
man once again avoiding from the fact..
As these man are running away,
the pain goes to another person...
and other person, and another person..
soon, the whole world is hurt...
therefore man are hypocrites and selfish...


The definition of man and life

How sad...

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