I've been training almost one and half year..
And i've just only come to realise something..
the muscles that i'd build over this year is totally useless..
cause i have only realise that.. my ball FLOAT in the air..
cause i have never make use of my wrist before.
how much of forearm muscles i have..
but i have never come to use it..
kind of no brain...
i think i have really grown stupider..

i think i am irritating..
cause i refuses to do handroll when ray asked us to do so..
:(
something i can't help it..
but its damn irritating la..
cause i dun wish to eject on the day of competition...
just like how i cap for my nat champs..
its so diu lian la..
whatever..
i'm just feeling grumpy..

anyway..
crit is tomorrow..
i think i am going to die..
i seriously don't know how to present with that kind of quality of work..
the walls around me.. temps me to bang onto them..
so that i won't get to present..
AGH!!!! whatever.. i dun wanna blog le..
*running away*

Labels: its time for some secret training