I don't know how and where to start.
Cause it started long ago..
but people just have to make it worse for me..

I AM A GIRL!
Though i am twenty...
less than a yr to be a woman..
BUT STILL..
I AM A GIRL!

I don't wanna be a man..

I know!
I SO know that my figure look like a man..
I feeling so depressed about it..
because I AM A GIRL..
I don't need and want to know more from other people..

Its exactly how a man would feel if he has got a pussy than dick down there..

I AM A GIRL!!!
It feel damn terrible to have a body of what a girl is not suppose to have..

YEss..
I do feel proud that i can do what normally gu niangS can't do..
BUT STILL I AM A GIRL!

I'm feeling terribly sad and depressed..
I AM A GIRL...
ARGHHHH!!!!!!

tell me no more about it..
before i set into depression...



dear dear!!!
though its later by a day..
But still :D
happy 9th months!:D


Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will