You asked that question...
i think i'm lost...
i somehow no longer know what is my goal..
worse than anything...
WE DO NOT HAVE A FULL TEAM..
that's the part that makes me feel tired..
I DON'T HAVE A FULL TEAM THAT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE PUSHING..

many people said that we can always join the juniors..
but...
the many people will also never comprehend how tired it is to change almost 3 teams in less than a yr..
"bond" is not something that is easy to form...
even if you say that you do..
how much would come to know?
after all you are not the one experiencing it..

however... i dun wish to disappoint those girls..
i know exactly how it feels

Dearest darlings..
maybe i should say that we are not over...
cause i know i still have you and you...
although we dun have enough people to form a team...
but i think we still can perform in a way that we can..
maybe like 3on3?
but in anyway... the biggest part of the reason is that...
i can't bear to let go this 3 man team..
and you girls...