I just wonder..
If my darling laptop has got emotion and fear too..
But...
I LOVE YOU, MY DEAREST LAPTOP...
cause you share the same emotion and fear with me..

Before the holidays started..
my com was in a deep shit..
it will faint half way(blackout) when i do my work (i guess it was as stress as me)
It was having sore throat... (cause i need music whenever i do my work, and with that amount of work i needed to do.. it needed to sing almost 24/7 just for me)

BUT!!!!! AMAZINGLY~
during the hols..
it RECOVER!!!

AND NOW~
hols is left with 3 more days..
it is starting to have sore throat again.. (speaker starts to "zaza" again)
Just like wad i am having now, sore throat.
i think my com also think the same way as i do..
which is..
SCHOOL IS %$&#^%&%$^%$&%^&#%^$#%


Anyway..
this term has got 7 weeks to do..
i believe i will survive..
and i must not fail TOD again..
if not i think i am.. GG
However.. i have got a week of rest during these weeks..
cause i'm flying over to TAIWAN!!!
Oh well..
i still don't have the money yet..
but.. WHATEVER~
cause the air ticket has been booked..


I'm kind of excited about it..
but hopefully i'm able to manage my work.
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Sometimes how i wish time would fly..
Sometimes how i wish time would stay..

flying to the moment of happiness..
and stay at the moment of happiness..

urghhh~~~!!!!!
but i don't wanna time to fly too!!!!
My 21st is coming...
nearer and nearer and nearer..
AND WORSE!!!
I think i may need to spend my birthday working at ITP~~~~~
rawh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm turning old!!!
OH NO!!!!
AND DEAR DEAR IS STIL 17!!!!!!

I DON'T wanna ITP to come..
i want to have my own time!!!!
i dun wanna a tied up life any office..
can you imagine....
students having their school holidays..
and you are in the office working until like shit...
and once year..
you only have got those public holidays for you to be free!

why must adults work???
why don't money drop from the sky..

Okay..
i think i should shut up..
cause its not going to help just by whinning..


last word...
SICKENING@%#$^$^#$%$#^