Met up with shuyi...
And had a good time catching up with her...

I don't know what to say..
but, we are meant to be together..
it seems like god has arrange for us to meet..
and go through many things together...
and make things/situation same on me and her,
so that we can understand one another..
it seems like no matter what,
we both know that we will always be there for each other..

thinking back..
i saw her as a "beauty"(she was the lead in the act) on the stage 12 yrs ago..
11 yrs ago, she came to my class...
and, don't know for wad reason...
i know she will be a fren of mine..
i brought up my courage and went forward and asked..
"hello, can i be your friend?"<---- hahaha!!! like how cute i was 11 yrs ago....
10 yrs ago...
she hated me,
cause of people disliking me in the class...
always gossiping about me..
oh well, she heard all..
and really thought that i'm really like what people says...
(Now i suddenly realise how early i'd expose to a fuck up society)
But 9 yrs ago...
she somehow had an arguement with someone..
and since then she sticks to me.. (and then discover that i'm an angel~ wahahahaha!)

7 yrs ago..
we were send to different school.
we seldom meet up..
but we still know the presence of each other...
and we know we miss one another..

And now that i'm in poly..
my life seems a little more busier..
and we meet up... sometimes 1 time per six months..
BUT~ we still know... we are here for each other..
There is never a time when we hide secret from each other..

She is one of the greatest gift from god to me..


I don't understand..
I don't get it..
why are people acting this way..
making everything so complicating..
influencing, changing one another..
why can't everyone just forget about wearing a mask?
is it that fun to play with?
i'm feeling so frustrated..
cause i can never tell who is wearing and who's not..
and when they are wearing and when they are not..
I hate life being a game of guessing..

Is stabbing people fun as well??
like hello~~
what is this world thinking..
aren't we living in the same planet?
why does people wan to see people in pain when we are all beings?
have scientist categorise wrongly,
that beings should be in the category of cold blooded animal??

Sometimes..
how this world of people act..
makes me feel ashamed to be a being...

Oh~
and scientist have proven something wrong..
they say beings has got the most IQ among all animals..
but by the act of wearing masks and stabbing..
i think beings are dumb...