Reading through her blog..
and it makes me realise how lucky i am..
to be able to live till now..
to be able to see my love ones..
having someone to share my up and down..

He died before his 21st..

Life is so unpredictable..
It seems like he had plan his big celebration for this day (21st oct)
But this day can never seems to reach him..

Everytime i go visit my grand daddies at the columnbarium..
i will walk pass many that has got a photo of young little kids and teenagers who seems much younger than me..

I don't know how i should feel about "death"
death brings misery...
everyone will definately meet this day..
its just a matter of time..
sometimes i wonder when is mine..
so that i can be prepared for it..
so that before i go..
i can say goodbye to those i love...

till then i think i can only treasure everything i am having..
my crocodile family...
dear dear
shuyi
my cutie ah mas..
my " WTF, 3 person miracle team"
and the sight of the world..

I will miss all of them if i would to leave first...

Random...
this somg is nice..