How much i realise it now..
that i can't stay alone..

For this moment...
tears just flow...
i dunnoe what for..
but i'm just feeling awful...

if only you are here...
at least i won't be sitting here
and do what i'm doing now..

if only you are here...
you will be talking all sort kind of retarded stuff..
so retarded that it keep me away from these..

...
I'm so tired...
really tired...
when is it going to end?
i need someone by my side right now..
i need a shoulder right now..
Tampanies is so far..
can you stretch your shoulder here...
just one side will do...

i used to have hippo..

bolster has got no shoulder...
i can't reach my shoulder..
teddy's shoulder is too small...
so are all rest on my bed..
what i can do now..
is just to stare into the space
and let it flow..

And when its done..
i'll sleep..
and then it will be a brand new day..

I pray that this is not my routine every weekend..

Labels: cheng mo ye shi yi zhong xing fu (lesson learn today)