I take back my words..
I hate the phrase of "there's always an end to something"
I hate the fact that he is ending..
I don't want...

He has not see my brother done a good job for his business..
He has not see my brother future wife/get married..
He has not see me getting married..
He has not see my sis graduate from poly.. Just poly
He has not gone holiday with my mummy after retirement..
He has not yet see his future grandchildren...
why....
why him??
I hate the fact its so soon...
I don't want..
I really don't want...
I don't want him to leave me..
I really want him badly...
2 yrs is not enough..
never enough..

I know I need to be strong..
because from now on..
not only will my brother be contributing to the household..
I will be doing it too..
and I will also need to look after my mummy and my sister..
but I just can't help it..
cause i hate the fact that he is leaving me..
leaving us..
I want my daddy..