i know i'm not suppose to be here doing this right now..
but i really can't take it anymore...
i need to blurt something out...
these words are going round and round in my brain..
wad happened on me is enough..
he don't need to go through what i had..
i know how hard it is..
knowing that minding something..
and i said it as i don't..
do you know how exactly it feels to lie to yourself????
it feels million times more terrible than telling a lie to anyone else..
my heart ache everytime i think of how he is lying to himself...
literally...
i dun want him to go through what i did...
pls..
pls..
pls..
pls..
a zillion pls..
stop doing this to him...