i think i am angry...
but i think i am not bothered by my anger..
if i dun bother..
then why do i feel like posting??
maybe afterall i do care..
but i am lazy to even react to it..

"it is not as in i cant feel it...
its there..
stop hiding will you??
i think i know the reason..
but i prefer it coming from you..
i mean...
whatever..
i've lost so much...
one more of you
doesn't make any difference..
you are just another one of them"

or am i just paranoid...