Its been long since I last updated my bloggie.. I read through all the entries appeared on the first archive and come to realised how emotional I was. To be frank, I'm still is, but just not as much I guess. I'm probably numb to all those things going on in my life, people around me. As a matter of fact, they doesn't seems to hurt anymore. Like how those new shoes you have just bought, the pain it will bring you, giving you scar and bubbles on your feet, but at the end of the day, it will just magically get season. I would call that adaptation. I'm still adapting, more to come in 2 years time.

My life hasn't gotten any better, in the way like the things I'm doing. I'm a secretary now instead of a designer. It is not as in I hate doing design, I like doing it, you have no idea how much I missed it, but probably it is the stress that I can't managed. I still draw when the blue moon appears or when I am free during my office hours. I have never ever wish to be a secretary in my whole life. I want to do something big, something I will feel proud of myself, something that I will look forward to do. Right now, I always wishing that my life will just get stuck during the weekend. Its painful to be Monday.