Friday, April 8, 2011
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

It was an unexpected day. In many ways I would say.

My relationship with tong during my secondary school days, she will never fail to make me feel like a princess during 7th April. Party plans and celebration plans always make me smile. However, I stop being a princess every of that day after that relationship.

After which when I enter poly, I barely celebrate (No party, but I would say it met my minimum require for a birthday, a creamy cake). I love limelight during 7th April, which brings me to envy those who have their friends to celebrate with. I see laughter, fun and etc.

From secondary till now, I've grown in many ways. My thought for birthday is different now. I don't need limelight. Birthday is not only the countdown of years to one's death, but also to show appreciation for one's presence.

Hence, I would like to thank Dear Dear, for making me a princess everyday. I know you have done a lot just to put on that smile on my face. Just you know, you are my smile. So to have you in my life, my smile don't just hang on my face, but deep down in my heart too.

Just when I decided to abandon myself, you picked me up. I want you to know. You're the most precious gift to me, the gift for my birth.

Thank you for the surprise that you have planned for me.

Last but not least, I thank those who appeared in my room with those long and round ballons. I apologies for that dead face shown upon the surprise. I was quite tired at that moment, and didn't know how to react.

It has been long since my birthday was celebrated in this manner. However, it was rather not so similar, as I had my family with me. For the first time, I felt like I was appreciated. I wasn't born for the sake of being born.

Once again, I would like to thank everyone for your well wishes.
And also a special thanks to dear dear & my house's pig, for coordinating and letting me feel this appreciation for once in my 23th years of life.

I shall let pictures do the talking.