Competition just ended over the last 2 weekends. Good fight I would say, but ain’t good enough. Champion was the expectation, but the result was disappointing. Maybe it was the luck too, so when everything combines together, it just suck big time.

Frankly speaking, I wasn’t eager or proud to bring back the bronze at all. I saw all the coaches’ disappointed faces, which instantly cause the pinch and disappointment, like we had let them down. All those hard work that we had been putting in seems drained. Many times for the last few competitions that we had said to polish the bronze to gold, but we never did.

I thought my performance was rather bad. I never listened and change. All those negativities that I always tell myself to change, but I never did. Maybe for a moment, but a day or later I will just go back to my old self. I really need to change and be a better man.

I didn’t take any photos, but oh well… nothing nice to remember about as it ain’t a gold day.